disgusting
hurt
happy
puff pastries
white
nerdy
cheesy
craxkerzzz
gothxcore (its so dark...light a candle...)
ddr on the comp
maneater
!!!
80's
webjay
free downloads
plastic gun
JUNK FOOD!!!
baking
aprons
domestication
phil collins
national geographic channel
werd2yamuthaaaaa
suck like a hoover
!!!
weird al
why am i updating???!!!
[blame me!!!!!! :3]
casey: above
dancing
maneater
youtube
chloe the st. reagan
techno
k-mart
candy
mica

i just want all my friends to know how much i care for them and how lost i'd be without them, especially now. im sorry all of attention and then some has been focused on one person and im sorry that it took hurting someone to realize how lame i am. i dont know why im saying this on here. it just seems like a livejournalesque thing to write.


oh well///♥ im happy now and im really "manic" for loss of a better word.

FUCK LIVEJOURNAL!!!! IT'S HAIRTIME!!

updating for once....
not much going on:
evil silly puddy
reminiscing ("mmmm...brownies!!" comes to mind)
fabio in the school paper
medieval festival w/ foam swords
stupid homework
chocolate=sick
church
birthdays
funny op-ed pieces
camera=fun
liscence soon
no car
no money
shaun scared me today
bored
40-year old virgin unrated
gwar
VH1
random conversation
skatepark article follow-up + pics
arson photos
music galore
the little buzzers
happy tree friends
stuck in colored rooms
rascist comments at lunch...again

...just the usual good times

so i decided to edit my LJ to a pg-13 thing. nothing (too) offensive and the only rants about people are old news that i dont feel like deleting and its all over with. just to keep the masses happy! ♥

thanks for making me feel SO GOOD about myself this christmas.
thanks for shattering my disillusion that this way actually over and everything was good again.
thanks for making me feel like shit about myself.


really thanks alot. and i'll save you the trouble of having to hack in to see my entries and make this public.

i'm fine...i'm glad i got that out. i have awesome friends and family and i know that i can count on them for anything.

its a new year with a fresh start. dont screw things up.

god my house is cold back here. i dont know why.....its weird

enough with the drama....move on and let go.

ps. if anyone wants to talk for whatever reason... its xXhalcyondazeXx.

people change.......i've changed, you've changed, times have changed. please, for the thousandth time just let it go...IM me if you think it will help.

so i downloaded some video for my new ipod and i can't figure out how to actually out it on the ipod. i tried just dragging the file and opening it in several ways but i nothing worked. i went online to do some research on this and found that i could open the file in quicktime and export it with the right file type but that didn't work either. so i found that i'm going to have to buy some $30 program that converts the video files into some uber compressed file that can go onto the ipod. like what the hell?!?!? you spend $300 on this VIDEO ipod just to see videos on it and you have to go out and buy some $30 program that will convert the files to the right type. that really makes me mad. i don't want to spend that kind of money on something that should have come with it anywayz. damn stupid ipod. and the itunes music store pisses me off, too. everythings like $1.99. podcasts are free but i really don't see how they're so cool. its like a radio/talk show thing that you get. i subscribed to a couple but nothing's that interesting. i am against downloading but right now i am up for stealing something off of itunes cause it's really pissing me off. and the only free songs they offer are SO BAD. they are like the reject songs by reject bands. oh well. maybe i'll figure out some easier way to convert these files....without spending money...

so it's been a long long long long time, huh? i haven't had a chance to update in FOREVER!! i can't get on at school anymore and with moving and everything....ugh...well i finally have my internet. broadband. it's pretty cool i guess. so i will probably be updating a lot more now that i can.

so not much has happened since my last entry (which i dont even remember what that was about). i went to my concerts. both. the first one rocked!! aiden was so awesome and everyone was pretty cool there. the second one was fun too but not as much. acutally if i had to rate all the concerts i've been to on fun-ness...this underoath one was be at the bottom. the bands were great but you couldn't sing along unless you were a guy and could scream. you could dance but i dont hardcore dance.... the drive down there was interesting. it was a small economy car with the front 2 seats taken and 3 people squeezed in the back. 1 was slightly larger too. so we piss off like everyone there. dana pushed like EVERYONE. it was kinda funny. i pissed off some weird dude then flipped him off and called him fat. he was an anal douche. shayna got the shit beat out of her by like 6 other girls. it was SOOO FUNNY!!! it was seriously like..the highlight....of my night. she deserves it. so this other girl named teesha needed a ride back sorta and was gonna ride with us....more like lay across us in the back seat for about and hour. that woulda sucked. but then tony reminded his sister that it was an automatic $50 fine if we were to be pulled over and we told teesha to ride back with zain. anywayz...underoath was awesome. the chariot were pretty good and so were....i can't even think of the other band (as cities burn... i remember now). mewithoutyou was ok...the singer talked A LOT. btw...it was a four day tour/charity show so all the money went to charity. i got an AWESOME poster....which is in my room...which looks awesome. i'm kinda happy we moved back in now. i didn't like the house at first. moving sucks.

oh well....aiden/silverstein/hh/bayside definately rocked harder than underoath and crew. which is why i ♥ victory records more than tooth and nail/solid state.

not too much has happened in my personal life....still single and not looking very hard. there's honestly nothing here. nothing....whatsoever....

but i went shopping the other day and it made me happy. i bought stuff i didn't need and it made me happy. i found all of my hot topic cards..all 12 of them.... i didn't even know i had that many.

christmas was cool....i got an iPod...7500 songs/30 gig...lol....i dont care as long as it works...i got a pink comforter to match my room. and a bunch of other cool stuff that i don't need. maybe i will add a bunch of my pictures on here now....

i think i''m going to make my LJ public again.... i really don't give a shit about who reads it anymore....i really don't give a shit about this town. there will be some friends only stuff though just cus i hate drama and i like to rant on here...

so.......i think that's about it for now......i need to unpack some things still and i'm going to trick out my iPod...be jealous....oh yeah...

f*** you all. everyone is blowing things way outta proportion. please just get over it.

WTF?!?!?!